Ginuwine Friend

Should you ever feel sad and alone,
If finding times is hard to bare,
You can still count on me my friend.
You know I always be there.

You will always be in my thoughts,
If you are hurting, I feel the hurt too.
Our friendship really matters to me,
I shall forever share it with you.

When you're down and depressed,
My support you can depend.
I will listen if you need an ear,
I will be a truly forever friend.

I am always here for you,
Any moment you need me.
I'm a real true friend,
You can always lean on

Always be here

If ever you need me I'll be right here,
To take away the sadness,
And wipe away the tears.
Each and every moment you cry.
If ever you need me I'll be right here.
I'll be two steps behind to follow your footsteps,
And hear what's on your mind.
To comfort you and support you.
If ever you need me I'll be right here,
You'll never have to fear,
You'll never have to worry,
You can always count on me.
If ever you need me I'll be right here,
I'll always be around,
To bring back the laughter,
Where deep in your heart it's found.

We Belong Together

I trust you with my heart and everything I own
Your heart and soul is where I'll always call home
Sometimes its hard and things don't always go our way
But our love grows stronger and more beautiful each day

Its true there is bad times maybe worse than the last
But in time we'll be smiling again quite fast
I know you'll always be there for me during good and bad
And I'm sorry that it affects you so much each time I'm sad

My heart will fall for each time I see your face
With you I could be with forever and no other place
Baby you're my everything and so much more
You welcome me in each time I walk through a door

For the rest of our lives we'll be more than a friend
Sticking by each others side till the very end
A magical feeling between us two that will last till forever
The lyrics say it in Mariah's song 'we belong together'

Loss of faith pt. 2

Lord I know you are in my heart, sometimes I feel you are not there.
I know Lord it is I who left, to seek things elsewhere.

Last night Lord I cried and cried, for I felt I was not worthy of your love.
But this morning Lord, I know it is being sent from above.

There will be times of doubt I know, and I pray for a reminder you are there.
Because Lord Jesus for most of my life I believed in you, and that you really cared.
I wouldn’t be here today but for you, because I felt dying would be easier then what I was going through.
Today Lord sometimes I get really down, and I have to remind myself what you want me to do.

Lord I am thankful for the good things in my life.
My children, my Family, and most of all waking me to enjoy that life.
It is a beautiful day here today, and i’m glad to be here to witness it.
Because last night I felt dying was much easier then what was going on in my life

I pray Lord that we can make a decision about the main problem that I have now.
But somehow in my heart, I know you will help me somehow.
I got a lot of things off my mind last evening, things that were making me feel sad.
This morning Lord I know you are in my heart, and I’m really glad.

Loss of Faith

Somewhere

in the night of my mind

there is a hope

that kindness will restore

that place

deep

dead

inside of me.

Those in whom

I have placed my trust

have taken, shaken

and abused

my willingness

to believe.

If only there were

left, only an empty shell

and not this wreathing, writhing

blackness.

Charred faith

charred hope

charred trust

dust to dust.

Losing Faith Now

Please do you hear me screaming out?
My heart beats so loud I am sure you can
I am always getting this love thing so wrong
When I think I am getting it right the bell has rang
My soul is lonely and all the time, time is going slowly.
Do I have to wait for the next life to get this right?
Hear me oh god hear me now, please hear me
You’re out there somewhere but who and where?
My soul is lonely and people say stop looking for him.
He will come when your not but please it’s not a sin
To want what friends and family have a love of their own?  
People are moving on before me but here I am standing still
This upward battle and always climbing up that lonely hill
Don’t put your trust in walls because when they fall
You will feel it once more the sadness you felt before.