The Funeral

when I'm buried

The hole for me could be dug,

and then covered

Will you be there,

watching my casket be lowered

into the ground?

Apart from my family,

who will attend to pay their respects?

Maybe those who believe I had an impact

on their life

will come

and grieve.

Will you cry tears for me?

Wipe them away.

You have your life to live.

All I ask is that you remember me.

I will not hold it against

whoever may not be there.

What do I care?

I'm dead.

My feelings cannot be hurt.

All those years, I worked so

hard

And now someone will do the same

for me. For my funeral.

Please, whoever the message is for

I don't want plastic flowers.

They will blow in the wind.

It's a pain to clean them up.

Will there be a crowd at my final goodbye?

When my eulogy is prepared,

write it the way I would like;

funny one liners.

Leave my funeral now,

whoever has come.

I'm trying to rest

Almost Over

CHANGE- a change is going to come, at least that's what I keep hearing people say; but tell me when is that change supposed to make its mark on my life. Maybe the change I want to happen requires me to make a great decision. I'm on a mission now a mission for happiness. there are so many people out there talking bout all I want is for you to be happy. That's bullshit because a lot of those fuckers are the ones causing me to be unhappy. if its not one thing its a-fuckin-nother. then when a brotha speaks his mind like everyone keeps telling him. muthafuckas wanna have an attitude. i have held so much shit trying to make others happy and shit got a nigga walking on eggshells trying to be the most understanding guy in the world. a lot of people used to tell me i was mean. but i honestly don't see that shit. so much shit has been going on and i ALSO let so much shit happen to me and people say so much shit without me doing anything i feel i haven't been mean @ all or not enough. Because people still believe that can do what the fuck they want to me and say what the fuck they want to me and I not do anything. To be honest yes I've been sitting back letting people do shit for certain reason but people starting to get carried away with some of they shit.

If you thought I was mean before, Just wait.....
I wonder how long will it take for y'all to understand what you all are about to do to me,,,, everyone who reads my blog and trust i know who does because it tells me. start to notice my change and don't get mad when its not something you want. but trust me when I say this it'll all be over soon, will you all miss me....Just remember if you attend Remember to say good things.