DivineP - A mind moving forward
Friday, April 15, 2016
My vow
And thru the years that lie ahead
This I vow, and promise true
I give my heart and soul to you
To give you all the love you need
To prove that love with word and deed
To keep you warm and near and close
To protect the one, I love the most
To give you laughter, poem and song
To love you deep, and love you long
To appreciate what you say and do
To honor and to cherish you
To love you more and more each day
To share the work, and share the play
To be the man you love and need
To sometimes follow, sometimes lead
To my wife, I so adore
I promise all these things and more
Monday, March 18, 2013
My Best Buddy
To live each day as it passes just as low as the last,
The inside is crying hidden suddenly by the smile,
To feel acceptance is to open up to more pain and denial,
Happiness like a rain cloud is only there long enough,
To make the desert yearn for almost just enough,
Growing close to loosing all hope its becoming dark,
The world easily shows hate without a small remark,
To feel accepted and alive grows slowly thin,
Another day ending with no promise or feeling from within,
The child never sees it coming unaware of its strength,
Adults heart die along with the child's will to survive,
False disguise of hope in our world nears to the end,
Only to reveal that disappointment becomes our best buddy.
Friday, July 22, 2011
Just A Thought'
AND ANOTHER THING...... make a small check point real quick. sometimes the best way and time to talk to someone is when your laying in bed, Just think about it, I'll say this from a guy stand point but I'm sure some women can relate, when your laying there wit your mate and u guys are just talking there is a line of comfort there that gives the opportunity to talk bout things they wouldn't normally talk about, its something bout laying there in the quiet dark room wit your lady laying there on your chest listening to your heart beat that gives the most comfort to a guy and ladies when he wraps that arm around u holding u to his heart makes the same feeling for u. and it doesn't necessarily have to be after sex although its greatly better, but just a nice talk would do. but on the sex side, you know how people say make up sex is the best sex. now don't get me wrong i kinda agree with this, when the wild side of people come out, but what people don't tell u is when all the love making is done the talk that comes afterwards, when she rests her head and he wraps his arm around her indicating the security she has in him. Its that moment that has the most effect because that comfort, vulnerability, trust, security is what lets people SHOW and EXPRESS they emotions when they normally don't, not saying that in the bed is when this ONLY happens but it happens frequently, JUST THINK ABOUT IT.,
Friday, June 17, 2011
A mind moving forward
My mind is truly everywhere, at times I have thoughts about things I don't normally think about. It often scare me when I think about how much has changed about me and my mind since I've graduated high school. I've done some things I've Prolly would have never done, but the question is why the change in my ways. Maybe its some things that happened before that I haven't just dealt with yet or maybe some things afterward. Someone close to me told me I have abandonment issues, now that may or may not be true but I know for sure that I have some issues That I do need to work out in my mind and in my heart. I plan to go see someone about who I am because the man before you isn't the man I know. When I look in the mirror I don't see myself. Funny my God mother says the same. She says she don't recognize my facial expressions, telling me That they are void and without meaning and she's not used to looking at me like that. I try to pull myself together as much as I can but nothing seems to work. I really hope I come out of this as someone I recognize, and stop hurting people and myself.
Thursday, June 9, 2011
Are You Afraid Of Being Different?
Saturday, June 4, 2011
Completed
Not Required
and watch blood run down the drain
Waiting, just waiting
for it to release my pain
I find that my cuts
aren't healing as they once were.
I feel the blood leave my body
and I thought I was so sure.
I think about how she hurt me
and blink away the tears.
I know if someone found the cuts
they'd think of my in fear.
Confessing my lack of love
to those who do not mind
Hating myself for knowing
I've put them in a bind.
I know this habit is bad
but it's the only thing that helps.
And even when I do it
I feel my heart melt.
Hate rushes through me
as I think of what I've done.
For those who do not know me
could do nothing but shun.
I just want you to look at me
and think of me as a child.
The one you never had
to think of all the while.
This thing I've become
acustom to brings me
one step closer to death.
But then just maybe you would see.
I've always needed you
And you never needed me.